Friday, June 12, 2009

Regrets

Regretted.

A lot of things I should have done, but I did not do.

Some words I should have said, but I kept my mouth shut.

Feelings that I should have expressed, but I refused.

Never take things for granted, I should learn.

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Anyway, The thing that bother me most is my aunt.
She has been recently diagnosed with acute myeloid leukemia.
From what I heard, this is a type of very aggressive cancer.
If left untreated, death is within months.
Even with chemotherapy, survival rate is 3 years for 20% of the patients.
In another words, 80% of them did not make it and even though they made it, they wont survive long too.
However, I believe miracles do happen and I'm praying hard for it.


My aunt is a very sweet and lovely person.
She can crack seriously funny jokes and simply just brighten our days up.
She always pamper us with her brilliantly own made dishes, never fail us, never.
Whenever I tell her I want to eat steamboat, she prepares everything for me, without any hesitations.
I remember when I broke up with my ex, she was there to comfort me. Few weeks later, she called me and wanted to introduce some of her potential nephew in law to me.
That was really funny and ended up my sister who was the one interested.

I really dont know how am I going to take it if there's anything happen to her.
I cant bear to see how my mom get into devastation.
And I dont know how are my cousins going to endure the pain.

God, please help her...
Please...